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Hi, hello, happy Friday.

I hope all is well.

Okay, that sounded like I was emailing someone at work. My bad.

I’ve been in this place for a while and I don’t really know what I’m thinking. Like, really. I’ve never really been someone who effortlessly focuses on what I’m doing, but lately, it feels 10x worse. I can’t focus on one thing for too long. And it’s almost like an itch I need to scratch. I try to set time limits for things I do and that seems to help a little. For example, I will give myself twenty minutes to do a task before I can move on to something else. While it helps me feel better, it does leave a lot of my tasks incomplete.

I don’t know. I don’t want to risk being that person who self-diagnoses and may be completely wrong. maybe I should seek help or something like that, but I get a little weird about that. I know I shouldn’t be embarrassed if I need medication, but it would be something that I would have to take care of myself moving forward. Sometimes ignorance can be a little blissful.

If you guys have any tips on focusing, relaxing, and de-stressing (in case that is more of the problem) I would completely appreciate it. Again, I don’t want to jump to conclusions, it may be that life is just a bit hectic as of now. Good things are coming. Life is good overall, don’t mean to be a drama queen. I am excited to share great things coming up this June.

I encourage you guys to check out the gallery section on my page if you want some pictures from my life. I really love sharing those. I did link my Instagram, but I don’t post often on there, so those may be a bit older.

Thanks so much for taking the time to read this! Happy summer days! Eat some yummy food today. 🙂